Sunday, May 31, 2009

Diversity

Still love susan boyle??? ok try this u will definitely love them than susan boyle. 100% guarantee

I love them soooooooooo much! so damn much! :P wait til i found the link for semi-final and audition then u will LOVE THEM very much! aler susan boyle is nothing for me right now!
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I couldnt find the link for the performance.
just click on this to view the keat-ness of Diversity
Semi-final
and also
my favourite one the audition

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Champions League final

Barcelona defeated MU with the result of 2-0??
Everyone's msn msg are all about Barcelona....
Eventough Im not a big fans of football
but I always support red devil no matter how :P

my favourite blogs

There are a few blogs that I visit everyday. It's part of my daily routine.

No. 1- Famouschris *me love* blog. Started to view it eversince I 1st discovered his facebook :P Seriously I read all I mean ALL of it. ♥ always no. 1 Fan of famouschris.

No. 2- KennySia the best blog that i've ever read. It contains of humor and yet it is fun to read it compare to dawn yang's and xia xue's blog.

No. 3- Fernie's blog
I've got no choice but I had to click on it everyday. hahahahaha eventough it makes me feel so uncomfortable when I read it because it contains alot of babyboy here and there, all those love love romance here and there but ya I love it because it's the only way to update myself with ur daily life.

No. 4- Xuele's blog Same goes to this. Eventough alot of emo stuff but I had to. hahahahaha Go girl!

No. 5- Tutu's blog lalalalalalalalal~ sweet pie~ funny when I see alot of syok sendiri's pictures of her in there.

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The blogs that I visit almost everyday but lack of updates!

Kfkx

Within

alwayscuilin

cathrane

86

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Food's blog that I love to visit!

Best of Penang food

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Superficial the blog of celebrities's gossip and alot of nipple slip ler, upskirt photo but with a star pasting onto it so there come another interesting one

Uncensored *wink wink* awesome blog!!!! really awesome hahahahaha

oh wee oh

Whee weekend is coming soon again!!!
I always hope that everyday is WEEKEND :(
but dont be silly ler that's impossible hahahahahaha
one week got 7 days
5 days for working
so I left only 2 days just fully for myself and *me love*.
That's why I hate working on Saturday
The main requirement for me to find a job is
there's no need to work on Sat one. hahahaha
CHANNNNNNN enough!!
oh well, weekend is coming
eventough i feel so tired
but i dont care, play hard when I am still able to.
"If not now, when?"

-xoxo-

the best post

ok refer back to my last post "lost??"
there's also another post that i think which good :P
The design industry

This guy who always claim that himself an awesome guy which is not true AT ALL
and most of his post are all bullshits
but this is the only post that he didnt bullshit, not even one sentences.
but now, Calvin I linked some of my 'fans' to ur blog
so it might make u really bcm awesome, Maybe! hahahahahahahaha
thanks to me ok?
next time u must find an opportunity to link me back *evil grin*

I hate MSN!!!

Been trying to signing in for few days d but always failed!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

lost??

Nah it might sound like Im lost but im just wondering why, not lost! q:
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Lately I've been thinking alot, wondering why?? Why I want to choose to become a graphic designer???
when I had my internship last time one of the senior aunty said this to me
Aunty Cyn: Vivian, I want to ask u a question. Why u choose to study Graphic?
and I replied: because i want to become a graphic designer lor, hehehe :) *with a very naive smile*
Aunty Cyn: Im very sure that U will regret one day for choosing this thru my experience.
she said : now u wont know why am I said this to u, but sooner or later u will figure it out.
Aunty Cyn: Once u bcm a designer, U got no life, friends will bcm lesser and lesser. Every weekend u will just feels like apa pun tak mau hirau, lazy to go out just laze around inside ur room and have a good rest.
and ya, Now! It's true, of what she told me I can feel it right now eventough is just a started.
Seriously I felt so regret WHY WHY WHY??
why I insist want to study graphic?
hmmm........
We, Graphic designer are catogories into the catagory of Profesional
but why is it I dont feel like we are professional at all?
why is it of whatever we get not even same range as what other professional earn??
People always tell me there's no right or wrong for design?
but why am I always doing the same mistake over and over again?
I always blame myself : vivian tan oh vivian tan, why is it you always doing the same mistake over and over again?
is just a little mistake, why cant you be more aware?? haih Im so sick of that seriously?
why cant I always spot the mistakes immediately??
why is it clients always said we did this wrong did that wrong??
why almost of the designers have to work OT?
we always didnt know when we will finish our work.
we hardly can go off on time. Some even worst work for all day long.
I heard some of them even work until early in the morning 4am! wtf is that?
Takan designer are born to work like shit, Day and night.
Takan designer shouldnt be treat like a real professional?

Ok im not complaining about my job.
and if u were to ask me again.
"Vivian, now that u know if you were get to choose again, will u want to take graphic last time?"
and my answer will always be the same "YES, I will!"
hahahahahah funny right? sounds confusing right?
ya, I love design it was because I believe there's no right or wrong for a piece of artwork.
and I love design it was because I love freedom and design always makes me feel like i got my freedom to design anything i want, ANYTHING!
hell no, when ur in college yes, U can do whatever shit u want
but once u work in a design firm
nah~
there's no client who will to pay u to give u all the freedom to design anything u want to design for them.
Not even ONE, in here!
there's alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of rules and regulations for u to follow whatever they want.
What to do, They pay so they are the boss!
eventough working as a designer, there's a lot of works
but please, never expect u can earn alot in design field
never aim for high pay.
It is so pathetic when I heard my friend told me when she's just an internship which work as XXX ( definitely not designer ) she gets 1k of salary.
I was like WHAT??? just an internship worker can already get 1k.
It sounds so pathetic! Even an internship worker can already earn the same amount of a basic fresh grad. designers. *sigh*
engineers are professional, doctors are professional, designers are also professional
why they earn more than us and always aim for highier salary
but we designer, when we can get more than 3k we already feels happy like shit?
and 3k is just a basic salary for an engineer. *sob sob* so sad!
*BIG SIGH* haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

U might think design is fun but do remember, actually is not fun!
if u are hesitating wheter wanna study design
my advice: No, unless u really want to become one!
I just be into this line not even one year yet and I already started to questioning myself, hmmmmm
I dont know how long i can tahan still. Hopefully longer than i expect.
Dont aim for the lighter weight but for a stronger arm -chris chee-
I dont know wheter I used it correctly or not but arghhhhh dont care ler hahahaha
I actually love this quote! I always hope things can be more easier but there's no easy way to earn, so work hard aim high!
I regret choosing of what i want but I m not regret of choosing what I like. :)
Happy working! to all the designers. tommorow is another day *cheers*

-xoxo-

Monday, May 25, 2009

another past tense

Yay it's another weekend but is quite a tiring weekend after the the long weekdays.
Zenzi bar again.
*tada* arghh dammnnn i looked so chan after worked.
surprisingly met my senior there.
the next day was a long day for me. But it was so nice traveling to the mainland with *me love* eventough im feeling a lil. bit ill.
1st was went to carrefour actually but nothing much is just a huge groceries shopping mall
Then we headed to Jusco. Fuh~ so nice man! I never know it can be soooooooo big!
Then traveled to Jawi for the "heh piah ji laksa". It doesnt taste lemak but it was delicious *slurp*
Tried this for the 1st time. Red bean bali. It goes well together.
What a perfect match!
when the dark falls, met my aunt and mum at coffee island for dinner.
I dont really like the food there *blek*
Time flies, same goes my to weekend. It was a lovely sunday anyway!
Finally tooked the 3 ladies to Dragon-i.
for my favourite "siew long pao"
The 2 sisters
the love birds
oh wee oh! had dinner at hao you seafood which is also my grandmum's birthday dinner.
The bro.sis!
The clingy love bees!
the grandchildren
Yaya i know it's ugly. Thats why i said it's uglier than jessica elba on my previous post!

past tense

Is a lil. bit too long but still it was one of my weekend.
A weekend before the war starts!
1st. Flare! wheee finally i get to drink my hoegarden muahahaha *kiss kiss*
Then Sunset bistroAnd then Zenzi Bar. Fuh 3 diff. spot in one night!Mother's day. Happy eating *slurp*The monsterHappy mother's day!

new one

Finally got my own new BIKINI!!!
Let's go swimming *wink wink*

Saturday, May 23, 2009

im the ish

Just finish watching last episode of fringe season 1.
Damn good man! I think it semakin bcm star trek d hahahahaha
the funny thing is at the very end of the last episode
Leonard Nimoy came out to be william biel in there which is from another world
*another parallel* according to the show which is so similar with star trek hahahaha
I guess season 2 will be good *hope so*
so far JJ abram's series are quite good *thumbs up* Live. Long. and prosper!

a lil update

Just got myself a twitter! :P
need a lil. time for more explore *wink wink*

Let's judge :P

Singing the same song and there's the contrast.
People, tell me which one deserve to win??
I dont understand what happen to americans?? :(

Adam Lambert

*sorry i coulndt get the high quality video in youtbe.*

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Dream again!

Oh well i had my bad dream AGAIN!
Last night i got threee dreams in a row for the whole night.
1st one was Sabrina came to my house late at night ask me to help her try on the clothes for her to shoot photo for her assignments.
Because it was late midnight my dad was asleep but when I open the door for her my dad start scolding bla bla bla bla bla bla....until i woke up at 4.30am @.@
and then i slept back!
Here come the interesting 2nd dream
it was a beautiful day and i went to a beach
the water like so damn clear and the weather was so damn nice
and then i saw one of my friend Esther soon carrying her baby
*it was so random that i dreamed about her, she's not my close friend not even classmates as well. it just sch mates*
and she was standing still on the beach.
so i walked near to her and greet her
V: hey, how come u so free?
her face was like so panic yet she didnt even move and she said
E: there's a shark under our feet
and then i saw a shark fin just under right beside my feet
FUWAHHHHH~~~ scary man
seriously eventough im sleeping and im on my bed but i can really feel that I am stepping on something, I guess shud be my bolster :P hahhaahhahaa
then i told her
V: ok hang in there i'll go ask for help
so i ran to a bunch of the people and shout : help! help! there's a shark there!! pls help!
and there's an old man quickly ran towards her
just right before he reached her the shark came out and used it's tail to hit on her and the baby
she was screaming out loud and the baby was crying.
so while the old man handle the shark there's another green fierce shark came toward me and my bro. so my dad blocked the shark so that it couldnt hurt us and all i remember was dad asking me to take my brother with my grandmother and lil. hui xin away, FAST!
and then again i woke up at 5 something AGAIN! @.@!!!
adventurous right?
so then AGAIN i slept back and then here comes the 3rd dream
but it just all the people i met in there are very very random.
so not planning to talked about it.

Shock!

I nearly got involve into an accident early in the morning because of a stupid reckless driver who driving a stupid black Toyota which is the no. plate is PFY 2878!
If u seek a-you!
DAMN YOU!!! everyone please be aware when u see this car.
He will come out to ur lane without giving u any signal's sign and dont even care
when ur on ur lane. It will just come to ur lane anytime he want.
Im so sorry to the car beside me
I think i scares u as well.
but blame it onto that stupid PFY 2878.
Remember! PFY 2878

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

drea-M

I had alot of bad dreams lately. I can say everynight :(
so i didnt really sleep well. I dont have goodnight sleep.
the weird thing is all my nightmare are all about escape from disaster kah, monster kah etc.
Damn Funny!
my dream is all about running. i dont know why also i just kept on run and run.........
Maybe it was because alot of jobs need to meet the dateline.fuh syok man!
I remember one of the dream was
PENG HWA HIGH SCHOOL kena burned!!! muahahahaha
and it was just me and soo yee manage to escape out from there
I summore feels sad that i left my purse inside the school all my cards and money kena burned!!!
another one lagi funny
I become wolverine and i had to fight with a huge stupid dinasour
but he's too strong
so i have to run and escape again and play some trick to defeat it! muahahahaha
haih
I wish i dont dream too much, quite tiring actually. woke up with stiff neck
panda eyes, headache. NOT FUN AT ALL
May I get to rest well soon :P

boom boom shake shake

I feel like wanna shake til my booty drop! but no kaki!
To all my dancing queen and clubbers:

FASTER COME BACK LER. I m missing u all !!!!!!

520

Happy 520 day!
520 in chinese means 我爱你= I love you
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the funny thing is me and *me love* both together forget about our 8th month ann.
hahahahahaha here im wishing everyone happy 520!
to *me love* : happppyyyyy 520 hugs!!! *heart* you ♥

Let us together old school

Finale

Finale, who's gonna win???
Of course Adam Lambert! HE's sooooooooooooo goooooddddd man!
He always took my breathe away whenever he sang!
soooooooooo gooooodddd can u imagine that?sorry ler kris, eventough u look handsome and i like ur handsome-ness but no way in my heart
u will always be No.3! Danny go go gookey! Sad for u so damn sad!
U're always NO.2 for me.
I like u since the 1st audition.
love ur sexy voice
love ur passion when u sing fuhhhh~
love love love love!Oh well, blame it on the fans didnt vote! :(
ok now finally down to two!
stay tune for the result *tee hee*

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Happy birthday Grandma!
May the god always bless you, may angels always be by your side!XoXo!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Thursday, May 14, 2009

DAMN

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
WHAT THE FUCK!
This is what i worried! SEE SEEEEEEEEEE!! come true MALEH! WHAT THE FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(
I cannot accept the fact again after Chris Daughtry.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

have a Try

Sick of playing my playlist in the office so why not give this a try!
The songs are more update and random.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Top 3

Adam Lambert, Chris Allen and Danny Gookey!
As expected!
Two more weeks to go to the finale!

another weekend of mine

Happy wesak day
and happy mother's day weekend!
::Sunday::
Had our very 1st facial mask together.
and our very 1st showroom viewing for the 1st time.
So nice! South bay if I got one million, I will buy it! hahahaha
Had our usual lunch at Cargas on Sunday
The super nice well-known fried chicken. fuuhhhhhhh much nicer than KFC!
KFC is just licks finger but this.......u lick everything.
Before headed to Cargas, had a few doughnuts to filled up our hungry tummy 1st::Saturday::
Tried this a very new place at Cintra street.
Looks old like heritage building but it is a western food serving type of coffee shop
The food is nice and delicious.
Ecco Cafe
then Flare bar for HOEGARDEN wheeee
love the beer so much.then continue at sunset bistro for Jazz beer @.@ yucks!then one last stop at Zenzi bar, Upper Penang Road.
::Friday::
Watched this!
USS enterprise
STAR TREK! AWESOME MOVIE